There is alway a first time for everything or so it seems. People drive each others crazy about first time but they are not special because you are totally naive. First time going to school made a fool out of myself refusing to go, first post a complete mess, and so on.
Is the innocence inside you, the fear, expectations or regardless of the emotion you maye are feeling is really inexperienced that makes you do something out of place and it makes this time the first time memorable.
Therefore, It is not about first or last is about you and how you feel. All your life will be about that and the people who tried to help you if there is any. Do not feel as if first time are special because they are the result of something that you did.
YOU are the one exceptional, the one that’s making history, the one that will be remember, then make sure those first times are special. You can do that!